A Poet from Valhalla
For months now I wanted to get my own laptop, of course for personal reasons, 
After months of waiting Finally I’ll watch it this Sunday! Alright!! Jake Gyllenhaal here I come!
and before I forget, I will make a review *just in case*
Trailer
Was made for no one but now it's meant for someone
Let me ignite the sun
Let me drain the waters for you
I will fill your Desire and ensure your Happiness
Well you burn for me?
Well you cry for me?
The night passes, sweet letters,
Touch me and my word will fly from mouth
To your lips
Will you love me?
Will you dream about me?
My dreams is you alone
Let my promise burn in you
And let me love you, let me feel your warmth
My Lucid dreams are for you
Take me with you, Pull me to you
Created by Jepoi Genaldo
Date 4/22/2010
Dedicated to Swan man
May 23, 2010
All rights reserved.
My mom woke me up with urgency; it’s amazing how your world can turn comical if you look closely and in a third person’s point of view hahahahaha. She saw my dad sleeping in his own puke in the bathroom! Imagine that scene, I know right you just can’t! But lucky me I had to witness it all. He *my father* said he can’t stand up for some reason so my mom asked me to pull him up and so I did, funny thing was the bastard just stood up and washed a bit then walked back to the bedroom talk about theatrical drama!
How I wished I woke up in Vegas or something, it would have been easier. And yes this is weird even for us; thinking about it makes me shudder
4 years and 5 months working for my company and I can say it was roller coaster ride. It shocked me that I lost my job, but I must say I did see it coming. I saw the sign quoting the song by Ace of Base “I saw the sign and it opened up my eyes” I got call from my senior manager and Badabing Badaboom you’re fired the sad part about this episode was that I was on vacation and mind you I was in the beach! After the phone call I’m not sure what I did but I remember that I had no direction, just me staring blankly at the sea –very poetic don’t you think?--- like I said I saw this coming but I never knew this would happen to me! As you may have guessed my entire being is flooded with emotions, from confusion, anger, self pity etc.
5 days later
I started to realize it is not the end! HAHA and yes I can be melodramatic but hey! Give me break I lost my job! I can now say I’m going to be ok, I need to be ok. What surprises me with this ordeal is that I can joke about it, I guess it’s just me being positive like the saying goes there is a light in the end of the tunnel, its pretty cheesy but it works for me.
A Saturday evening on a bus going back to Cebu what else to do but watch a flick on my gadget..
The movie was rather strong to be honest, it had its own shear drama and comedy but it overwhelmed to a point of making a sort of poem.
And here it is..
I'm waiting for time to pass
waiting for time to give me freedom
I sit here dealing with the truth
The truth that my wounds will never heal
I have called for God and nothing has relieved me
I have thoughts, thoughts of the past
I crawled to the farthest end and yet there is no escape
I call unto the sky yet I feel no pardon
Imprisoned, Yes feel chains that keep me wide awake
Fighting the void that you left like running from an endless nightmare
I keep repeating the same words, words that would stop me from hurting.
I've spent so much time crawling and hiding just because i had feelings for you.
Coldness that reeks from me, no fire left, just cold tears
08/22/2009
Written by Jepoi Genaldo