A Saturday evening on a bus going back to Cebu what else to do but watch a flick on my gadget..
The movie was rather strong to be honest, it had its own shear drama and comedy but it overwhelmed to a point of making a sort of poem.
And here it is..
I'm waiting for time to pass
waiting for time to give me freedom
I sit here dealing with the truth
The truth that my wounds will never heal
I have called for God and nothing has relieved me
I have thoughts, thoughts of the past
I crawled to the farthest end and yet there is no escape
I call unto the sky yet I feel no pardon
Imprisoned, Yes feel chains that keep me wide awake
Fighting the void that you left like running from an endless nightmare
I keep repeating the same words, words that would stop me from hurting.
I've spent so much time crawling and hiding just because i had feelings for you.
Coldness that reeks from me, no fire left, just cold tears
08/22/2009
Written by Jepoi Genaldo
This is one of my unpublished works... If you find this poem kinda gloomy, it supposed to have that **I hope you feel it too**
I wrote this about a year ago and I was rather disappointed with someone, very disappointed to be honest and i made this for him.
The title "the wish" is like my wish for him not specifically my wish for myself *Unselfish right?* LOL
Anyho here it is.
Date written 10/02/2008
"The Wish"
from my heart to your heart
from my eyes to your eyes
we see things that are there, sometimes are not
I hear my heart speak to you. it wishes the world to know who you are
Proud and braverly it whispers
My wish comes from tears
Do you hear it? Do you hear what it says?
I see you clearly. You breathe fear which cripples you i wish to help you.
if your fear blinds you to see tears in people faces then you are in more pain than i could imagine
My heart to your heart
My eyes to your eyes
Let out what is inside and break free
your fear will do nothing for you.
It maybe seem as a friend but it hides a different face
the beauty the lies in the end will only be lies nothing more
If you linger in the shadows you will never see daylight
you couldn't see cheerful faces.
Your heart to my heart
your eyes to my eyes
I only wish you true happiness away from the imprisonment of fear
please hear me
